Breathe.

Deep breath in, deep breath out.

My younger brother Ian died.

He died.

In 1990, in a hospital bed in Mallorca

he died, I survived.

He died.

He lived for days after the crash in Minorca, with his family by his side

he died in a hospital bed in Mallorca

He died. I…….

I wish I’d cried.

I didn’t cry,

and that’s why,

today, 33 years after he died,

I cried, and wish he hadn’t died.

and wish I’d cried.

Deep breath in, deep breath out.